undecided

right now, i am still in the undecided phase of my life, i guess this is the most crucial part of it. just received a call from the agency that i am applying for as events organizer and agreed on the professional fee rate that they will specify in the contract. i really wanted this job, its my turf, not to mention the fees and allowances, well i am talking about the travels (ear-to-ear grin). if i have to choose between my current work and that offer, i would prefer the latter. i have plans of leaving the country soon (early next year) so this is the fastest way of saving money for that plan. its a six-months blanket contract, an irresistable offer, i might say. its not that as stable as my present job but in this offer i could easily earned my one month regular salary (more than) in a week.

i only have a week to decide if i gonna grab it or what. i am not getting any younger. i ve already turned my back on two previous offer, which i had a (slight) feeling of regret. opportunity knocks only once...

Aaarrrgh...brain-splitting moment of silence...