confrontational

You can come out now. The drama -- no, the melodrama -- of the past few days has ended, and you can get back to business as usual. There may be a few residual traces of emotionality left over between you and a dear one, however. The only way to deal with it is to talk about it, openly and honestly. Get this over with. You both have far more important things to do with your time -- especially your time together.
- By Astrology.com

i guess this is the way to get things done. me, leaving for a new ground to start over in a foreign land. i was just thinking if we still have time to reconnect or somehow bring up the unresolved things of the past. i have done my part. and i could say that i ready to move on, leave it here...its no longer a secret. i will try to fix this thing between us while i am away. then, we'll see if i could deal with her in the future or will try to live a normal life again with someone else. geesh! i have no idea at all what will happen for the next chapter of my life but i am open for any changes as long as there's no complications.

oh well, let time take its course...