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Finally, I decided to grab my grandmother's offer to work with her this coming March (hopefully). So I need to fix things up in a month, just thinking about this stuff makes me quirky, I mean this is it so soon. Tomorrow I will get my passport, have to send it right away through e-mail so grandma will process my visa. Honestly, I am not prepared for this. Its the biggest turn of my life, new place, new people to work or interact with, new climate, miles away from friends and family all in all a BIG adjustment for me. Though, I am a bit excited for that turn actually, well, definitely not for the money but for the new shift. This is what I am praying for, the ball is in my hands. As the saying goes "its not a mistake to try, its a mistake not to try", I dont want to live a life that is full of regrets just because I didn't get my feet into the waters to know how deep it is. One year, so many things will happen within that period and I have no idea what would it be. All I know and in my heart, I desired to go.