I thought I learned my lessons well when it comes to love, but hey here I am again...for the nth time dragging myself into oblivion. How many times do I have to feel this to tell myself ...its enough! Why do I have to keep on repeating the same thing over and over again? What is wrong with my feelings, seems like I never get tired of giving in. Now look at me, my eyes are puffy, I cried because I let myself delve into this situation.

I just hope that the next time I will be ready to accept the things that I can not and will not have in the first place...