bored and lonely

its friday and it just rained the whole afternoon. i am kinda tired of all the days work and its payback time. i wanted to go away, far away from the people and places i ve used to be with, i need to breathe...

this piece of thought is bothering me and still eating my brain, should i or should i not tell her the truth? i don't want to ruin everything, its perfect and its all i ever wanted.