winding road

it used to be a rough road but now everything seems smooth...yet i am not that sure enough of what will going to happen for the days, weeks or even motnhs to come, all i know that i am well guarded by my faith. though i missed the things that i do, this new experience is somewhat a big leap for me and i am ready to face any consequence it would bring as long as i won't able to step on anybody else's shoe. i will look back from time to time but not that vey often, as i will have to look forward and explore my limitations. this is the road i have chosen. far from the people i used to be with, here i am all alone with --my decisions, my thoughts, my destiny.

...and counting

fourteen days more...

i still could not believe whats happening with my life right now, i mean, i used to be in a rush situation but this time its different--seems like everything's falling into the right places which i was caught unguarded. this is the biggest leap so far...

i beat the odds and downs of this so-called life at an early age, but it never occured to me to let myself be reduced to sudden changes. i have prayed with heart and played with life in equity as often as i could, yet there's still some spaces that i have to fill in. yes i am happy for what i have right now--happiness that i always found in different people. well, i guess this is what i ought to be---TO LEAVE A MARK IN SOMEONE ELSES LIFE.