worm

i woke up this morning with my head on the other side of my bed facing the wall. searching for my mobilephone, got no message this time, which is good. fuck! it's already passed seven in the morning, got to go, got to run. darn! i am late! what's new...

its a routine, i am feeling bored.

Mad Girl's Love Song

By Sylvia Plath

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

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Which poem are you? The Mad Girl's Love Song by Sylvia Plath To you, love is desperate and hateful. You're wildly passionate and wildly inventive. You're also likely to start stalking people.

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mapping out!

days went on and i am still here, time to change some gears...29 years of existence, duh! i have to plot my life, im not getting any younger. its now or never. what am i thinking, i have nothing to lose. its my future, i must plan it before anything else. there will be no other person or anything that would take charge of my life but me. its a very tough decision i have to make...i have to leave, i should have, i must leave.

if i stay here, it would be the same as before and i dont want to be left behind. there are so many choices all i have to do is decide. nobody knows what future lies. life is like a game, there are certain rules though you dont have to abide them all through out.

i have dreams, i want to feel it, I want to make it real.

i must not make haste. time is ticking so fast, it cannot wait, it slipped through my hands before...it must not happen again.

im gonna be in control.